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To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Paul LePage, Governor of Maine;
US Senators from Maine: Olympia J. Snowe, Susan M. Collins;
US Representatives from Maine: Chellie Pingree, Michael H. Michaud;
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To whom it may concern, I am a 29 year old female. I have applied for Diability due to my health conditions. I have been diagnosed with COPD, Bipolar, Anxiety and Depression. I am currently enrolled at Ashford University College, but took  a month break due to being depressed. I have been losing interest in all of my interests. I use a neubulizer 2 to 3 times a day. I even struggle with using that!!! I have already got the attention of our Govenor, and have heard nothing. I have social anxiety and get very  aggressive with certain people. I try to keep it to myself and vent alone or with my councelor. I  also am a recovering addict and have been sober for 1 year and 1 month. I have a lot of dillusions. Lately I have been sleeping a lot and every month I go to the doctor every month I lose weight. I used to weigh 117 pounds now I am down to 93 pounds..And nobody knows what to do. I got refferred to Acadia, a mental institute, which I dislike and just talking about it makes me very upset. I do not know why I have gotten denied for benefits. Myer Disability appealed my case. I have no income and receive Foodstamps, which helps a little. I have a lot of manic episodes and my family never knows what to say that may trigger me to get aggressive or upset. I do not even have a social life and do not have a lot of friends. My mom is very supportive and can control me sometimes. I ask her when I have a choice or decision to make and she will help with what I do. I feel like I am dying inside and out. Like I have nothing to live for but my family. I get sick a lot and hate going to our Emergency Room. Some doctors do not have a clue where I am recovering addict they think I want drugs, Well thats what I assume. I just want to be able to live my life sober. I still struggle day to day but know now how and what it does to my mind and body. Sometimes I get this weird feeling and I feel like I am living in a day dream. I need a living necissity income. I live off bottles and cans. I trey to excersise but am very weak and can not walk as fare as I used too. I always have to use an inhaler or neubulizer afterwards. My symptoms are ruining my life......I understand I  am young esp[ecially for COPD...and sometimes I don't even get out of bed. I do not want to bve disabled but the facts are there!!!!I want to get a life back!!!!Maybe finish College, get my own home, get out of debt and maybe start a business. Right now I struggle.......

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Post Open Letter to your Elected Representatives

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Paul LePage, Governor of Maine;
US Senators from Maine: Olympia J. Snowe, Susan M. Collins;
US Representatives from Maine: Chellie Pingree, Michael H. Michaud;
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I think the state of this economy is garbage, it's simply a reflection of the way our government who thinks they know so much can't do a damn thing. They are literally running this country into the ground. It makes me sick. Obama, I actually thought he would fight to make changes but everything he has done has made everything worse, I am so horribly disappointed in him and the fact that he is not what he promised to be. In a country where material things seem tobe the most important thing to so may why can I not offer services to find a way to earn monay for a car? This whole thing just makes me sick. I haven't seen my children in almost a year because of the state of the economy although I have incredibly valuable services to offer in trade or to earn money no one can afford to do anything because the economy is essentially in forclosure. Now what "BIG BROTHER"? Now what? We are on the verge of becoming LESS than a 3rd world country SO I ASK NOW WHAT "BIG BROTHER" NOW WHAT????????

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Post Open Letter to your Elected Representatives

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Paul LePage, Governor of Maine;
US Senators from Maine: Olympia J. Snowe, Susan M. Collins;
US Representatives from Maine: Chellie Pingree, Michael H. Michaud;
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I got on social security for depression ...and since i been on it i am more depressed and have gotten so sick i know have cronic pain and fybermerlgia and smoke so much have copd now from the finicail stress on me......940 a month to live on in this world doesnt make it for me I am getting sicker and sicker... in this life style.... I so need transportation to get around for doctors ect... have no car now to get around anymore I cant afford one !!!!! is there any hope for me to get a car?at all? PLus these others things below if you have any information to help me please let me know... my mouth needs a tooth pulled cavity fix and I need particals no dental no money...so my teeth rot and i got without particals to eat... my eyes are blurry need glasses no money.... the doctors I see all want co payments no money cant pay it.... the quality of my life as gone down the crapper ... This as ruined my pride and self esteem and confidence and as paralized me ....with pain and suffering..... I am seeing a therapist and doctor ...for mental health but this isnt even helping the fact im so friggen poor... I cant take it...and now my person is so sick ...I feel life death is warming over me..... my life as become a pure nightmare.... I work@ companies bulding defense for over 24 years my daughter jion the national guard my son jion the air force my dad fought in the korea only to come home to be killed at work hose wasnt what it was today my grandfather fought in world war II my brother served in the navy my cousin in the air force and so on.. my whole family of men..and me being there daughter sister mother niece granddaughter I am left to live this way I cant have anyone live with cause of section 8 i was told i cant move into a bigger a place with my daughter and son in law or i will loss my voucher..I wanted them to help me in all ways..instead the goverment as made it for me to suffer and to become more sick and hopless that my situation will ever get better live under poverty being with cronic pain living with drama and copd knowing I have no way out I smoke more and more from being stressed out killing myself..so instead of giving me money to live a beter life ,every month thinking its not pratical to give me this money to have a car and dental and vision and good food and co payments paid off.. to give me pride and my self esteem back and mostly my indepentence back and not rely on others for what soicial security lacks what they really should be doing... you took away my spirit and love for life...and now even my death ..I see no joy at all living this way no happeness and no peace and security and no self but get this in the end when self destruct you will pay millions to keep me a live when you should of took this money and gave it to me to live and instead of making me live this way to die then give the money to save me from what could of been prevented...I feel bad for my kids cause I cant not be there for them emtionallly fincially and they look at me like this is going to be thier life the way I have to live with mine...I have no hope for things to get better I have to self worth cause living under the poverty level I am very frustrated cause deep down you dont care about me ...as Sheryl Faro a single woman who worked and her family sacraficed thier live for this country really i have to say you dont really i think under stand what we suffer and how we live makes us sicker and more depressed I have no hope to better off my fincial status to get a car to get partical to eat with or to get vision to see right.. or get money to buy clothes I need or to even try and take care of myself all by myself....I never had cronic pain in my life I never hardley smoked at all but now KNOWING VERY WELL! I am stuck with no hope I have lost all faith in my life and my way of seeing this world and lost all faith in a goverment I thought took care of people that truely worked hard .. and cared for this for any mishaps to have them live at least comfortable with very little worry...to get better....Honestly the way I live my life way way way under the poverty level I would rather be died to end this suffer and struggling and my self worth being stipped to nothing.. but emptyness and crying constaitaly ..I am way to depressed and now aching with cronic pain and now copd to rise to the occasion and over come everything the goverment as made me face...I also will be telling the United Nation the care of americans just as I..I have tried to help the goverment with ideas to save money improve lifes ect... and Rich dont listen to the poor .. and your the ones that made me poor nor listen to words I speak totally hopeless This is all way to much for one person to handle .....If I was to even take my p

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Post Open Letter to your Elected Representatives

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
John E. Baldacci, Governor of Maine;
US Senators from Maine: Olympia J. Snowe, Susan M. Collins;
US Representatives from Maine: Chellie Pingree, Michael H. Michaud;
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Well maybe i can get my point across to who ever will listen and recieve this. my name is timothy chapman and i have been trying to get help to bring my wife home from the philippines and i have tried everything to get her hear for christmas and nothing has happened now new years is coming and i will be alone again here in maine just like christmas and this makes me very upset and very sad with what i thought i could get help and nothing has happened to get the help. can i ask u who ever u are what if ur wife was in another country and u ask for help and got bothing but a ha ha i am enjoying my christmas plus new years how would u feel. all i need is to get enough money to fly her hear i dont think thats to much to ask for.would u or some one out there help with this matter. i have copd and i do use a inhaler matter of fact i use 2 of them.all i was asking for was a good christmas if i couldnt have that atleast a good new years present could i get that. if not i would like to say a few words to u people in the offices . if u would like to reply back would be very much appreciated and very much a big thank u coming to the person who is willing to help. cause everything else has been paid for i just need help with the plane ticket is all. my wife name is anabelle tano in the philippines and if u like to know we have talked and been very close to phone calls to emails to text messages so we do love each other very much. so if u get this please reply or is this going to be tossed into the email trash pile like all the emails i send to the white house.

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Post Open Letter to your Elected Representatives